Damn you…Super Junior…Why do you always manage to make me fall in Love with you everytime ? I try to see you as just idols that I look up to, as regular people like us…but the more the time passes by, I get to know you. I get to understand you. I get to share memories with you. Do you know what this does to me? It makes me fall in love with you. It makes me want to be there for you all the time. It makes me want to stand by you forever. My head hurts everytime I listen to you because your voice is always in my head. My eyes hurt because I know I can`t see you face to face as much as I would like. I (ELF) can’t speak the right words because you always manage to steal them away from me. And my heart?….It hurts especially because of you. Because of the love you continue to show. How can I show you how I feel? I think like this all the time. How can someone make me feel like this? Love and Pain at the same time? Can you see this letter? I know you probably won’t see it…but one thing is for sure. The fact that in my heart is a special place for you only. Through all the difficutlies, jugdement, and hateful times, I still stayed by you. I closed my ears and turned my back to only listen to you. to only see you. to only love you. My heart only knows U. Mistakes are forgiven. The hateful memories are erased. This is the only way to express how I feel. I want you to see it, but it’s okay if you never get to. I know you already understand how I feel.
Super Junior, In the next life, let’s never meet again. So that i won’t have to continually feel this pain. I can only love and support you from where I am. Love like this is difficult.
As for this life, we can only continue to show each other love like this. It’s painful. Lets love like this now. Thank you for EVERYTHING thats happened up til’ now. THANK YOU for showing/expressing your love for ELF. We can only show our love from banners at concerts, by waving our Sapphire Blue lights, through letters like this..We can only shout out to you from below the stage..But you already know we love you right? this kind of love…There won’t be another kind like Ours. Without you, there is no ELF. We only exsist because of you. No one can replace you. As always, ELF will continue to love you unconditionally. Thank you. We will Love ALL 15 of you, always and forever…
This letter is for ELFs around the world, to Super Junior.